There are alot of things happen in the past 3 days.
There is good and there are bad.
My emotion was like riding on a roller coster.
A peaceful start of friday morning, den night it drop termendously.
The next day emotion back to normal after attending the bible lesson.
Den agn, it fluctuating before sky high to the highest lvl of happiness.
But soon enough, gravity pulls it down back to the earth.
To add thing worst, stress made it fall to the deep hole of pitch black.
And a worrying sunday morning to start up the day.
Being distracted for 4 hours, thinking this shall be the end of the ride.
Again another fall come upon, hitting me in total shock. Not able to give a reaction cause it so sudden.
A digit number 4 (YNWA) brings the hope back to me again.
Yet again, it didnt last long.
The after effect of the sudden shock starting to work.
A lost sheep was inplanted inside me, nervous and yet clueless.
Seem like its going to be another quiet night for me.
However, it is pleased that there 1 random ppl who willing to sacrifise sleeping hour to talk to.
Although the topic was random and lame and i didnt being honest for telling u the truth behind the conversation.
Just want you to know, your sacrifise built a path for the lost sheep.
Although the path may come to a branch, where he have to make a decision which path he should take to regain his peace.
100 of gratitude and appreciation to you, my pal.
And these things make monday blue looks like nothing but a normal day for me. Im starting to get numb.
Clock are ticking,
Days are counting.
Home is waiting,
Bed is calling.
Night world.
